Everything...2026

january 10th, 2026

Today I attempted a book sale at the silverlake meadows. It doesn't seem like theres a lot of readers these days because nobody bought a book. The weather was nice and I had a good time regardless. Elliot told me to take my L-theanine and I smirked and found that funny. The silly named supplement is proving helpful for my moods. Science must work. The year is starting out strong. :)

january 12th, 2026

after work, I sat on the floor at Elliot's for a few hours and watched a pbs like film titled "Women against ISIS" because after watching BRIDES, I was curious to know more about isis and stuff and like how and why all that shit happens. These women guerillas are dope as fuck; fully devoted to freedom and willing to give up their lives. And they all just live together and never wanna have kids and teach each other how to read and write. I look at my life and imagine hanging out with one of them in Silverlake, like getting a matcha and sitting at the meadows.

Elliot and I watched panda videos and a tlc extreme cheapskate clip where this lady fully used her dishwasher to cook her lasanga and one lightbulb for her entire house, it was crazy. we also danced to this I feel happy, irritated, in love, hungry, but clear in my mind and heart.